| Wednesday, June 25th, 2003 |
[Fri 5 Jun @ 2:32pm] |
I need to do something other than think and worry
[Ali & Ange]
I think we need to have a girls day soon, spa?
[End]
[Against Loyal Death Eaters]
I walked past an puppy adoption group today, I hate to admit it, but I'm really tempted to go back and rescue one of the dogs. Every dog deserves a good home...
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| Monday, June 23rd, 2003 |
[Thu 7 May @ 1:16pm] |
[Heavily Hexed to Self & Oliver can read]
I can't stop thinking about Leanne. I can't stop worrying, I haven't been sleeping as well as I should be.
I just hate waiting to just see what is going to happen. How am I supposed to get some of the Order behind me. Will they think I'm insane? Probably... But what am I supposed to do?
[End]
I think I pulled a muscle running this afternoon. Don't worry Olli, it'll be fine for tomorrows practice.
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| Tuesday, June 17th, 2003 |
[Sun 22 Feb @ 6:41pm] |
I don't know what Ashling was thinking, but she somehow managed to get on top of the counter and into the cereal. It's everywhere. When I got home from practice she was sitting in the kitchen with a sad little look on her face, it doesn't look like she ate anything, it's just a really big mess.
She's a weird dog.
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| June 13th 2003 |
[Fri 23 Jan @ 12:37am] |
( Hexed to self )
Friday the 13th, I hope it is a good one.
( Lucas )
[Hexed against Death Easters & Supporters]
Angie, Ali? What are you guys wearing tomorrow? I don't really know what to wear. I never know what to wear to Weddings. But I am really looking forward to tomorrow.
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| Against Death Eaters + Supporters |
[Mon 7 Jul @ 9:20am] |
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I guess I just haven't had much to write in this. Things have been strangely busy for it not being season, but at the same time it's been sort of scary with how some things seem to go back to 'normal.' I don't know, maybe I'm just not ready to think of things as normal, or maybe no one should think of things as normal. Somethings going to happen. What I'm not sure.
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[Mon 24 Mar @ 5:26pm] |
I'm glad so many got out safely. I just wish I could help the families more.
[Oliver]
I have a bad feeling Alecto Carrow is going to attack again.
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[Tue 18 Mar @ 10:00am] |
[Hexed against Death Eaters]
I thought Oliver's practices made me tired, this is just wearing on me, as I am guessing it is on everyone. There isn't really much more to write about it all. It's like a lot of emotions are trapped inside but there is no way to let it out, let it escape the cage.
[End]
[Hexed to Ange]
How are you holding up?
[End Hex]
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[Wed 12 Mar @ 3:14pm] |
It is like picturing your worst nightmare and living it.
There is so much to do. I've never been this dirty before
Although the Spider was... shocking. I didn't laugh as much as Eliza did, but it was sort of amusing to watch everyones reactions. But it was a little bit shocking to see that.
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[Thu 28 Feb @ 2:53pm] |
Oh merlin.
[Hexed to Friends/order]
Where are all of you?
[End Hex]
[Lucas]
I lo Are you safe?
[End Hex]
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[Tue 29 Jan @ 2:07pm] |
Okay I get it you didn't want to show you were terrible and week, but congrats Ministry you've proved to be down right heartless.
[Hexed to Angelina]
I left some food for you, I need to go out and do a few things, but owl me and I'll be back in a second
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Eliza]
I am so sorry. If there is anything I can do, please let me know. You're welcome to come stay with me if you'd like.
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Lucas]
Hi. You around?
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Alica and Oliver]
Fucking Ministry. I guess we should figure out whatever we can to help but Angelina and Eliza....
[End Hex]
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| May 19th, 2003 |
[Mon 19 Nov @ 11:49am] |
( Hexed to Angelina )
[Hexed against loyal Death Eaters]
Quidditch has really been taking over my life, which it really should with the final coming up. I'm really excited, and thank you Oliver for pulling me onto Puddlemere. I don't know what I'd do without you!
[End Hex]
( Hexed to Angie, Ali, Oliver, Fred & George )
Ashling has started to run around the flat again like a crazy pupp-
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| May 13; 2003... Later in the day. |
[Sun 4 Nov @ 12:54am] |
[Hexed to Angelina, Oliver, Fred, George and Alicia]
I think Lucas's roommate either hates me, or doesn't want me dating him. She's taking everything I say the wrong way, I asked her more why she called him a nickname and got a bit odd and kept crossing things out. I really am falling like Lucas, I really do.... But if she seems to dislike me so much, I don't know what to do.....
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Oliver]
I sound like an idiot don't I? A total idiot. Olli! I've lost my mind....
Besides that, still doing well with wedding plans?
[end Hex]
I rather like rain.
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| May 13th, 2003 |
[Fri 2 Nov @ 1:12pm] |
[Hexed against Loyal Death Eaters/Death Eater Supporters]
It's amazing how so many people just point blame on other people. I'm not going to bother writing about it.
I really did have a great time at the beach the other day. It was just lovely, amazing, and perfect.
[End Hex]
I managed to get Ashling to calm down today after I took her for an hour walk. She's got more energy lately. I can't figure out where all the energy came from. She's gotten so big! She's adorable though still. She's about the sweetest puppy in the world though, she decided that my bed was her bed last night, nearly took up the whole bed. Oh well, she's sweet.
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| May 1st 2003 |
[Wed 17 Oct @ 5:57pm] |
[Written really early in the morning 7am ish]
[Hexed Against Death Eaters]
Congtats to Ali and Ollie! I'm really happy for both of you? About bloody time
Thank you to everyone who was supporting Puddlemere, I honestly think we'd never be as good as we are with out all of you.
[End Hex]
( Hexed to Angelina )
( Hexed to Puddlemere Players )
( Hexed to Eliza )
The pub was great by the way. I had a brilliant time, Lucas is pretty good behind the bar isn't he?
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[Thu 4 Oct @ 2:49pm] |
[Hexed to Order/Order supporters]
Finally. I'm out.
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| Monday, April 28th, 2003 |
[Thu 27 Sep @ 4:32pm] |
Anyone doubting Puddlemere, you've another thing coming.
[Hexed to Alicia]
Please don't do anything rash. I don't want you to get hurt too. Just stay with him? Don't go out chasing after anyone, or anything. Please? I'm begging you not to do anything rash.
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Puddlemere Players]
Please don't let this dishearten you in our chances at the final. We are going to make it, and Oliver is going to be there to lead us.
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Oliver]
I'm sorry....
Please let yourself heal... please.
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Lucas]
This can't all be happening can it? Since when did attacking two Quidditch players from the same team... I just don't know what to think. I'm worried about Alicia and Angelina... And all my fellow players. I don't want any of them to do anything rash. This just... It isn't right.
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Angelina]
Have you seen Ali yet? Is she okay? Are you okay? Please don't do anything rash....
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Leanne]
Yes, go support those that don't only attack me, but my Captain, one of my best mates, and someone who is like a brother to me. Is revenge really worth that? I didn't think you were that weak.
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Order]
Please, no one do anything rash. Please.
[End Hex]
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| Sunday April 27th, 2003 |
[Tue 25 Sep @ 8:20pm] |
[Hexed against DE/ DE Supporters]
Please tell me I get to get the hell out of here soon. I really want to go home. Although I'm not sure I want to go back to go to my flat though. I want to go somewhere. Somewhere just... Well I don't know.
[Hexed to Order]
How is this roommate situation going to work out?
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| Saturday, April 26, 2003 |
[Wed 19 Sep @ 1:39am] |
[Written in shaky writing, and in the Evening... she shouldn't be writing, but is]
First I want to thank all of the fans for all of the support, and everyone that has been coming to visit me. I'm confident I'll be up and about soon.
( Hexed to Ali, Ange, and Ollie )
( Hexed to Oliver )
( Hexed to Ali, Ange, Ollie, Cho, Fred, George, and Roger )
( Hexed to Order )
( Hexed to Leanne )
( Hexed to Lucas )
( Hexed to Self [Ali, Ange, or Ollie could break it] )
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| April 16; 2003 |
[Tue 31 Jul @ 1:32pm] |
[Private to Self]
Sometimes I just wish I could hide, but I don't think that is actually allowed. Hiding? I don't know I think sometimes I should just branch out more... I don't know what to think of this whole dead not dead thing. I just. I feel like a fool. I shouldn't worry about it though.
[End Hex]
[Hexed to Ali]
Still need help for setting things up for tomorrow? Did you send an owl to everyone? What are the plans?
[End Hex]
I love Quidditch.
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[Wed 27 Jun @ 3:33pm] |
[Hexed to Self]
I've looked at this blank page for a little while now, and I don't think there is anything I can write that will help, hurt or be taken one way or the other. I just... I don't want to sit here like this doing nearly nothing. I know it isn't nothing, perhaps it is, perhaps it isn't... It just... I don't think, I don't know.
Someone has to start planning things, that is how this stuff works right? I might as well be the one to do it. I know it isn't my place, and maybe I am over stepping, but I want to help, and this might be the best way to help. We need to get together. Not today, maybe not even tomorrow, but soon. I feel like I have to ask permission, but who do I ask? I guess talk to Bill about it, I am paired with him after all, and he seems to know what is going on all the time... I don't want to overstep anything.
I feel terrible being selfish, but sometimes I feel like bad luck. I was actually looking forward to today, a year older, I know it isn't much, but I was looking forward to it. I think I'll just go back to forgetting or hiding my birthday, nothing good ever seems to happen on it anyways. I shouldn't be selfish though, the Order needs me to not be selfish, we lost someone so amazing, someone that kept us all together like glue. I wont let that end, we have to stay together. Fighting over why we didn't know, or why he went alone, or asking why at all isn't going to get us anywhere. At the moment those hurt the most by this need the rest of us to be strong. Tonks really needs us, so does Harry... And everyone needs someone in away. I'll be here, that's all I can do, I'll be here and do as much as I can to be around, to help.... To...
I wish I didn't feel more alone today than I do on a normal day
[End Hex]
I wish I could find something better to say.
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| April 1st |
[Mon 25 Jun @ 3:53pm] |
I got a puppy! I was thinking about it the other day after practice, I was talking to Oliver about something, I honestly don't remember what and I decided that moment that I'd get a puppy! She's really adorable, and I am really excited to have a puppy! I have no idea what she is because I adopted her, I've always wanted to do that, adopt a puppy. My brother came with me to pick her out, it was good to see him again. It feels like ages ago that I actually spent time with my brother.
Well, past getting a puppy I don't have a lot to update anyone on...
[Hexed to Alicia, Angelina, and Leanne]
You three should be happy to know that I think I am finally moving past everything. I know it took me a really long time, but I actually went on a date the other day... It wasn't anything, and I'm not going to see the bloke again he sort of gave me a headache, but well... I guess that's all really. Isn't anything big.
[End Hex]
[Hexed to all of Fred and George's friends and family, but against them]
I was thinking that we really should do something for Fred and George, something that might even surprise them. I'm not really the best with anything like this, but well.. It is just an idea. Maybe just leave the happy birthday's to words in these journals and not see them, or send presents or anything, pretend it isn't anything or really it doesn't matter or something like that... And maybe surprise them tonight, or.... I don't know... Just an idea. Not a good one, but well any ideas?
[End Hex]
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[Thu 7 Jun @ 12:04pm] |
I'm a little bit sore today. I got sent flying down the stairs by my lovely neighbor that can't seem to carry things and walk at the same time with out causing a problem in the building. The last time he carried things he stepped on my other neighbors foot and nearly broke it. This time he sent me flying backwards down the stairs. The bloke is a total mess, I honestly wish that he'd just move.. Which isn't a normal though for me but well.. I guess it could be worse.
Viktor thanks for helping me the other day. It was good to see you.
( Hexed to Self )
I think I might try and walk out some of this pain, my back does rather kill.
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| Feb. 14th 2003 |
[Tue 22 May @ 5:39pm] |
I don't really know how I feel about this day. I guess it is just another day really, but I don't know... Everyone talks about love all the time... I don't really know about it all anymore... I guess I shouldn't really worry about it. Sometimes I wonder if it is just a mystery really. I bet he is doing something nice for her.
( Hexed to self )
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[Wed 9 May @ 11:16am] |
It feels like time just, well it's slow, and fast, and confusing, and I don't really know what I am going on about. It's public now. I've changed teams. I am now with Puddlemere United. Peter I'm sorry I didn't tell you, only...Why would I tell...
Well, it is a complete change of playing but it is brilliant to play with Oliver again. It is just brilliant all together. I guess that makes things a bit better now doesn't it? I've been really busy lately, I guess everyone has been really busy lately. I shouldn't worry about that though, it is better to be busy I guess. I think I might go out tonight. Finally let myself meet new.
Oliver do you want to get a drink with me? I could use a big brother around right now.
Um, I keep spilling ink, maybe I just need a new Quill. Sorry about that.
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